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One day you realize that there are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way.

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Untuk kesekian kalinya saya terdepak. Nothing’s good happen when you open your heart for someone new. And this day will never happen again…

Rasa nyaman membutakan. Dan ketika hati sekian lama kosong hingga bergema, membuat orang lain dengan mudahnya masuk dan merusak hati.

Untuk kesekian kalinya saya kecewa. Mulai terbiasa, tapi tetap menyakitkan.

You don’t leave me no choice but to run away…

Now Playing: Natalie Prass – Natalie Prass – Bird of Prey

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it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this?

i told myself i didn’t need you.
convinced myself i couldn’t have you

saya pikir saya sudah bisa melepasnya. hampir setahun lamanya saya berusaha keras untuk melepaskan diri dari bayangannya. sudah berusaha untuk bertemu dengan orang lain-walaupun kembali berakhir dengan kekecewaan. tapi kemudian…

i’m coming out of my cage
and i’ve been doing just fine

saya pikir saya sudah bisa hold my shit together, ketika saya mulai berhubungan dengannya kembali. keadaan mulai terkendali dan saya bisa kembali ngobrol biasa. bermula dari basa-basi, ngobrol ngalur ngidul, dan berbaik hati membantu tugasnya…

it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this
it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

tapi apa daya, sebuah pertemuan di suatu malam merubah segalanya…

all the voices in my head
they say we can’t go on
but i’m still holding on

semuanya terjadi begitu cepat. saya masih tidak yakin apa yang terjadi. diri saya mengatakan bahwa kami seharusnya tidak bersama-dengan segala macam konsekuensi yang ada. tapi apa yang terjadi, kami bersama. meski saya harus menjadi second fiddle dalam hidupnya…

now i do: i have you
i can’t imagine ever going back
to being just friends
i’m afraid that now there’s no way back
i’ll be looking for you, looking for you, looking for you

yah setelah kehilangan dia sekali, saya tidak mau kehilangan dirinya lagi. kali ini saya akan berjuang untuk mendapatkannya kembali. meski kini itu harus berdarah-darah…

i can’t turn away right now
i can’t turn away from us
oh i can’t turn away from love

Now Playing: GEMS – Medusa EP – Medusa


to love is to be vulnerable

“to love at all is to be vulnerable. love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. if you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. but in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. it will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. to love is to be vulnerable.

– c.s. lewis

Now Playing: Austra – Olympia – Annie (Oh Muse, You)


never let me go…

tumblr_luiar62P231qbpwzeo1_500no, it’s not fantasy anymore. i am yours now, so now i don’t ever have to leave…

gambar diambil dari nakedquotes.

Now Playing: Goldroom – Embrace – Sweetness Alive (feat. Say Lou Lou)


i’ve never felt so wanted than when you cling with arms and legs

delight, see our faces are both shining
and i’ve never felt so wanted
than when you cling with arms and legs

i tremble, you crush my burning lips like ashes
with so much skin to travel over
while my head spins

feel your breath burn on my body
you touch my senses, tingling brightly
slip-and-sliding into heaven

oh now, what did i do? now i fall into the sweet darkness again…

lirik diambil dari morrissey – skin storm

Now Playing: Morrissey – The HMV/Parlaphone Singles (1985-1995) (CD2) – Skin Storm


it could have been a perfect world, because being alone is never enough…

saya baru sempat menyaksikan film pendek berjudul “it could have been a perfect world” ini setelah melihat trailer dan soundtracknya beberapa saat lalu (err, setahun lalu maksudnya). film singkat karya random panda ini memang dibuat untuk jiwa-jiwa yang kesepian (uhuk uhuk, dammit!) yang terus bertanya-tanya, siapakah jodohnya? dan yang terus mencari “the choosen one.” seperti kata random panda sendiri “sometimes it takes two loners to become a lover.” jadi sekarang yang perlu saya cari adalah wanita kesepian. ha! come to papa! dam akhiran film ini pun disertai kejutan (yang semestinya bisa saya duga sejak awal-once a lonely soul, always a lonely soul. forever alone!).

film ini juga diisi soundtrack romantis buatan yudhi arfani berjudul “table for two” yang ada di akhir film. musisi yang sudah saya ikuti semenjak dia berkarya di band tersuram se-indonesia bernama everybody loves irene.

this is an ode to the lonely soul!

video diambil dari sini via superrandompanda.

Now Playing: Sébastien Tellier – Love Songs – L’Amour et la Violence


being in love was like china: you knew it was there, and no doubt it was very interesting, and some people went there, but i never would.

“being in love was like china: you knew it was there, and no doubt it was very interesting, and some people went there, but i never would. i’d spend all my life without ever going to china, but it wouldn’t matter, because there was all the rest of the world to visit.”

– philip pullman

Now Playing: APSE – ERAS – Shining Black