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I feel like I’m drowning with no one holding me down

I can’t explain it I can’t find the words right now
But, I feel like I’m drowning with no one holding me down
The fear clenches on my face
And I know in this life I’ve never lived

I feel tired all the time…

Now Playing: Slow Club – Wanderer Wandering

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One day you realize that there are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way.

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Untuk kesekian kalinya saya terdepak. Nothing’s good happen when you open your heart for someone new. And this day will never happen again…

Rasa nyaman membutakan. Dan ketika hati sekian lama kosong hingga bergema, membuat orang lain dengan mudahnya masuk dan merusak hati.

Untuk kesekian kalinya saya kecewa. Mulai terbiasa, tapi tetap menyakitkan.

You don’t leave me no choice but to run away…

Now Playing: Natalie Prass – Natalie Prass – Bird of Prey


i think that if i could just accept the fact that my life is supposed to be difficult.

“i don’t know, i think that if i could just accept the fact that my life is supposed to be difficult. you know, that’s what to be expected, then i might not get so pissed-off about it and i’ll just be glad when something nice happens.”

– jesse, from before sunrise

Now Playing: The Clash – The Singles – London Calling


spacebound.

sebuah film animasi pendek yang menarik karya ellen su dan kyle moy. dengan ide cerita yang sederhana tapi dikemas dengan menarik membuat film berjudul “spacebound” ini membuat saya berteriak “aww…” intinya, walaupun kita sudah dibayang-bayangi oleh akhir/kematian, tapi kita tetap harus menjalani hidup dengan sebaik mungkin, bahwa di sisa waktu yang sesingkat itu banyak hal bagus yang bisa terjadi.

seize the day!

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Now Playing: Playground – Playground EP – Come Alive In Me (feat. Ensemble Economique)


repeated life.

bangun. mandi. berangkat. macet. absen. edit. makan siang. casting. casting. casting. absen. pulang. macet. makan malam. tidur.
bangun. mandi. berangkat. macet. absen. edit. makan siang. casting. casting. casting. absen. pulang. macet. makan malam. tidur.
bangun. mandi. berangkat. macet. absen. edit. makan siang. casting. casting. casting. absen. pulang. macet. makan malam. tidur.
bangun. mandi. berangkat. macet. absen. edit. makan siang. casting. casting. casting. absen. pulang. macet. makan malam. tidur.
bangun. mandi. berangkat. macet. absen. edit. makan siang. casting. preview. casting. absen. pulang. macet. makan malam. tidur.

repeat.

Now Playing: Cat Power – Wonderwall


it’s so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same.

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love makes you so vulnerable. it opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…
you give them a piece of you. they didn’t ask for it. they did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore.
love takes hostages. it gets inside you. it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ or ‘how perceptive’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
it hurts. not just in the imagination. not just in the mind. it’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

siapa sangka, quote dari graphic novel favorit saya yang berjudul “the sandman” ini mengena lagi buat saya. semua tembok pertahanan yang saya buat, runtuh begitu saja hanya karena saya membukakan pintu untuk satu orang saja. dan kalimat sederhana seperti itu yang sekarang menghujam tepat ke hati saya dan masih belum akan hilang setidaknya untuk waktu dekat ini.

it’s the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time.
it’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started.
when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away.
it’s so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same.
no matter how much you love someone, they just can’t love you back in the same way.
loving someone who can’t love you back is way lonelier than being alone.

Now Playing: The xx – Coexist – Swept Away


what if star wars was real?

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apa yang akan anda lakukan jika seandainya star wars benaran ada dan sudah menjadi bagian dari hidup kita, atau lebih tepatnya sejarah kita selama ini? AT-AT ternyata bagian dari tentara sekutu? darth vader dan darth sisious ternyata ada di bumi? dan heyyy elvis, apa yang anda lakukan? tsk, jika star wars nyata, saya cuma ingin memengang lightsaber yang asli dan akan ikut jedi trial. uhm wait, nampaknya dark side lebih menarik sih. mereka punya kue kan?

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Now Playing: Sarasvatī  – STORY OF PETER – Oh I Never Know