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I dont even know what’s wrong with me anymore

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Depression can not be cured. You just have to learn to live with it.

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“Depresi Bisa Disembuhkan.” Begitu bunyi poster tentang depresi di depan ruangan psikiatri RSPP kemaren. Poster yang sudah bertahun-tahun tidak pernah saya lihat lagi. Dan setelah sekian tahun saya masih tidak percaya dengan poster tersebut.

Depression can not be cured. You just have to learn to live with it. Deal with it. Tidak peduli seberapapun kerasnya saya mencoba, depresi akan kembali menyerang saya. Pendapat yang diakui sendiri oleh dr. Endah-pskiatri saya. It will comes to haunt you in the middle of the night, or even on a perfect sunny day. No one knows when, where, or why.

Dan permasalahnnya, setelah sekian tahun saya masih terus berperang dengan diri saya sendiri dan belum bisa berdamai. Ternyata proses pembelajarannya sangat panjang dan saya masih sering saja menemui kegagalan demi kegagalan.

*sigh*

picture form sebastien millon.

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video pekan ini: sleep party people – gazing at the moon.

pekan ini saya kembali dihibur oleh band experimental-dreampop favorit saya: sleep party people. mengambil single dari album terbarunya (we were drifting on a sad song), hadir video “gazing at the moon.” using drugs to over the depression? sangat mengena sekali buat saya. jadi teringat malam penuh keputus-asaan itu dan mencoba menenangkan diri dengan berbagai macam pil-pil sialan (tapi bikin rindu) itu. oh valium dan depakote, saya merindukan kalian untuk mendapatkan ketenangan dan melewati malam yang panjang ini…

video diambil dari sini via

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people more and more believe that they are the center of the world.

“depression is a disorder of the ‘I,’ failing in your own eyes relative to your goals. in a society in which individualism is becoming rampant, people more and more believe that they are the center of the world. such a belief system makes individual failure almost inconsolable.”

– martin seligman on “happiness, depression, and the meaningful life”

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if you’re going to get any joy out of being depressed, you’ve got to stand like this

“this is my depressed stance. when you’re depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand. the worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you’ll start to feel better. if you’re going to get any joy out of being depressed, you’ve got to stand like this.”

– charles m. schulz

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