because everyone is boring..and because you’re different

i realized that i can’t keep waiting for you, i can’t stay in one place waiting…


“i need someone to prove to me that i’m worth it, really worth it to them. maybe all i need is a person who can show me that everyone is not the same. honestly, i thought you were that person, but i was wrong. is it too much to ask for someone to take a risk on me, to fight for me, to actually care enough to not let something go; the way i did for you? you never even thanked me. i acted the way i did because i cared. i didn’t realize it then, but i do now. i don’t do that for just anyone. so, call me crazy, but today…today i realized that i can’t keep waiting for you. i’m moving on, i can’t stay in one place waiting. i can’t be around you anymore. i’m not over it, i don’t get over things fast, i never have, no matter how much i try and convince myself. i’ll see you around sometime. i keep thinking maybe somehow, something will click & everything will go back to the way it was in the beginning. maybe we could go back to that, but too much has been said and done. so, maybe you’ll get one more chance from me, maybe you won’t.

eletheowl

Now Playing: Rufus Wainwright – Tiergarten (Supermayer Remix)

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